I feel a resistance to letting go. I feel a fear in “just doing”...that GO FOR IT! mentality. I feel that I am holding back. I am not exactly sure why or what I am holding back. But I also don’t know what I want to do with it next. I am stuck in my head. Thinking too much. I am hoping this all means progress and growth, as I have mentioned in a past post. But when I am in the middle of it, it feels like failure and frustration. I have ideas that I should pack it all in and go get a “real job” – whatever that means.
This is hard work. There can be so much self doubt… Overcoming constant questions and battling so many ideas every day all day long. And waiting… waiting for it all to come to me…. A true lesson in patience with myself.
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